Stop Trying to Transform Yourself—You're Already Perfect

Why the entire self-improvement industry has it backwards and what actually works

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"I don't need to transform or change because 30 years ago I decided to accept myself the way I am."

This response from a friend on social media when I posted about transformation.

It stopped me in my tracks.

All I have ever known is the gift of transformation and change. But her comment made me realize something important. There's a massive difference between authentic change and the kind of "transformation" that tries to make you into someone you're not.

Why chasing the perfect life keeps you from discovering your true self

Change is constant, whether we like it or not. We get older. People come and go from our lives. We change jobs and life circumstances. We even change our underwear every day.

Have you chased the changes that make you pretend you have the perfect life?

What does the perfect life look like?

Only if I have the perfect weight, make the right amount of money or have the right possessions. You look in the mirror desperately seeking proof of your perfect life.

It is an illusion.

The perfect life lives with the dream of tomorrow.

They go together. Tomorrow I will be whatever it is I seek. Then I can walk off into the sunset living the ideal life.

Then there are deeper changes.

We change a belief or how we think.

This change doesn't make you into a new person. It’s change you embrace when you learn something about yourself.

Change makes you more of who you are.

The deeper you look, the more you see about yourself—and the more you can love yourself.

My Journey from Self-Rejection to Self-Discovery

I had a difficult childhood. Sexual abuse at 4. My father died when I was 9. More sexual abuse at 12-13. I was a mess. Not to mention all the typical teenage struggles.

At 14, I was suicidal. An incredible girlfriend came along and saved my life. (We're still friends to this day.)

I got married and carried on with life. Then we moved to a small town from the city, away from pretty much everything I knew.

That was the end for me.

I don't think there were enough pills or therapists for what I was dealing with at that point.

I was always trying to fit myself into a mold society says that is acceptable. If I was perfect on the outside, then I would be perfect on the inside. It didn't work.

Being away from everything I knew, there was nothing but facing myself.

I hated what I saw.

There were so many flaws and so much pain.

I hated myself. I couldn't even look myself in the mirror. Inside an outside mirrored each other. Everything I didn't want to be.

I had always been spiritually oriented—I was Wiccan at the time. I always following the latest spiritual trend. A friend offered to teach me a Star Shields path based on my own symbols and meanings.

Cool. Something I hadn't done yet. It was a lark. Another trend.

That "lark" became the gift of a lifetime.

What 25 Years of Real Change Taught Me

The initial teacher didn't stay with me—I don't even know where she is now. I fumbled my way through it on my own, finding the tools I needed to change.

It started with a life-review.

I journaled every incident in my life up until that point. I wrote about things until I had nothing left to say. I said things to people I always wanted to express. I apologized to people I had wronged.

Then I burned it.

54 pages of crap.

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I felt better. This eased a lot of my pain. It is like curing a hide. You scrape the top layer of junk off to get to the layers that you work with.

I saw hope in this.

I saw the power of it.

Twenty-five years of transformation. Twenty-five years of looking in every dark corner of myself to see what was there, bringing it all into the light. Healing with nothing more than a quilt, a notebook, a pen, and a prayer.

The tricky part about authentic change is you don't know what you've done until you can look back on it. At the time, I thought I was changing myself into someone new.

I wasn't.

I was becoming this beautiful, awesome person I was born to be.

Here's what I realized after I started removing society's beliefs and strengthening my own. I wasn't transforming into a different person. I was discovering who I actually was underneath all the conditioning.

Society's Mold vs. Your Authentic Self

We meet milestones in life pretending to be the new person we think we want to be—starting new schools, college, getting married, moving to new places. It never works because we're always the same person underneath.

Society's definition of success doesn't fit anyone. It covers our true selves like a blanket, suffocating what makes us unique and wonderful.

We scroll social media looking for the perfect fixes.

The pieces of information that make all the parts of ourselves into something truly amazing.

Perfect bodies to perfect possessions. The picture that is in our minds. This has even more consequences because we work hard to get the perfect life, then we start living our dreams.

Chasing nothing but illusion and glamoury.

Life is never perfect.

Dreams die without action.

But here's the truth. We are unique and should celebrate that. We should love ourselves exactly as we are.

Real change—the kind that lasts—doesn't make you into someone else. It removes all the stuff society tells us we should be and helps us become more ourselves.

The Choice Is Yours

Transform your perspective? Absolutely.

Become a different person? Never.

Change is the only constant. How you do it is up to you. It's your choice.

Remember, we change more than we realize. How much change you embrace is simply how much you want to get to know yourself.

If you choose change, let it come from who you are—not from someone telling you who you should be.

Because who you are right now is better than anything someone else can mold you into. The person you were born to be is already perfect. Sometimes we just need to clear away the noise to see clearly.

What's one thing society told you that you're ready to question? What would happen if you trusted your own knowing instead?